A memory
constructed
construed;
from broken milk teeth
and old old tea table.
Spans into a middle age man,
Or a boy who thinks he is old
Still biting candy out of wrappers
And playing pop music
Chained to the rhythm.
Watching and staring
At the computer screen
Flipping through online sites
Worrying about the MS word cursor.
Blinking.
The coffee mug is empty
My table is cluttered
The song has been playing in loop.
Time is no longer relative
It has actually stopped
My watch has stopped ticking
I can hear time cry.
There is a tiny pimple
On my freshly-mowed cheeks
That I see in Louie’s face
A kaleidoscopic reflection of my childhood.
But sometimes
I feel paper thin
Like I am the paper
Or its me in ink.
I am floating in an origami world
Being floated and folded
Into a fine little duckling
Waiting to be slaughtered.
I am
A product
Among the multitude
Of them stacked
And racked in shelves
No, no. I am a dream.
A slip.
Into some dumb person’s imagination
Where memories are just lying flat
Staring at the skies
Like two lovers
In 2d.